Wednesday, April 29, 2009

GT08 ANGLICAN HIGH GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D
I AM SO NOT GOING TO CARE ABOUT THAT STUPID TAXI DRIVER.
IF IM GOING TO GET CALLED IN BY DR BOON, SO BE IT.
I DON'T THINK IT'S MY FAULT SO IM NOT GOING TO CARE ABOUT HIM.
BUT IF I DON'T GET INTO TROUBLE, I REALLY REGRET NOT SCOLDING HIS ASS OFF.
FUCK.
94841055
P.S. i put his number here is for me to remember this hateful guy forever, but not for you to spam hm.

im really glad for friends that are willing to stand by me.
but knowing it's good enough, i don't want to be selfish and drag you down with me
(if it really happens) i will face it myself.
thanks weixiang and clara. for letting me know. how much you care.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

fucking screwed up
if you want to be someone unreasonable, you don't have to drag me down with it.
look who is the one who can't take it now

and you are actually trying to teach me something in life.
wow.

i.h.t.d.

Monday, April 27, 2009

:D

syf
lunch at republic poly
camwhore
study at claire's house

:D

Sunday, April 26, 2009

yesssssssssssssssssssssss syf tomorrow.

{Latin}
Entia non sunt multiplicanda praeter necessitatem

-No more things should be presumed to exist than are absolutely neccessary.

Ijust ate at Fish.
A restaurant at Tampines one.
TELL ME I SHOULDN'T HAVE.
COZ IM DAMN FULL NOW AND DAMN ENERGETIC BECAUSE OF
THE STUPID LAMB CHOP
STUPID SALAD
STUPID SHERBET AND
THE STUPID SINFUL CAKE.

HOW AM I GOING TO SQUEEZE INTO MY PANTS TOMORROW?

:D

i really can't wait.
lets rock the hall in republic poly

oh, i wonder how am i going to insert my contact lens on to my eye tomorrow morning.
i am going to wake up at 3am.

so coooooool HAHAHA NO NEED TO ATTEND LESSONS.
hai but missing p.e.

To all that has is participating in syf,
i really thank you all
for all your efforts and time.

be it cop, bronze, silver, gold or gold with honours.
lets continue to be a proud guitarian of Ahs and may our love prolong

i have always felt guilty about seeking solace in different places.
seeking solace in guitar
seeking solace in council

i feel like i let one down whenever i do that.
but then again, it boils down to the love i have for both groups
with greater love comes greater disappointment
greater pain
greater heartache

tomorrow will be the last time we all play together.
lets play it good
we will have it good.

i love Ahguitar
WLAOOOOOOOO.

I just saw the personal messges of a couple of guitar seniors that are online now.
and they all say things like:

-AHGUITAR JIAYOU!
- Ahguitar all the way! good luck for syf!!
-Suddenly miss AHS school days

hm, now im beginning to feel irresponsible of the Que Sera Sera thinking.

i really gotta go arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
someone snatch my keyboard away!!!!!
you know what

i have been blog hopping and most guitar people blog talks about guitar in every post.
BECAUSE GUITAR PRACS WERE PRACTICALLY EVERYDAY

SO YOU GUYS SHOULD BE GLAD BECAUSE AFTER TOMORROW.
no more no more no more.

yeah ,forgot to add that it was the first time after aynnis and i took over that we punished the late comers.
seriously, yannis and i have been too nice, xiang dang nian (according to germaine lok) sermin's batch were really scary, especially when they were late and stuff.

ask the late comers to do frog jumps and they still can laugh.
i was rather irritated then as well.
coz the forgot to mention the most basic five letter word when they are late.

after prac,
mrs koh told us the tragic history of guitar ensemble.
and she wants us to remember that this year is the 25TH ANNIVERSARY of guitar, since it was set up.

and she wants us to treasure it.
ending off with a prayer, for a moment i thought that the atmosphere has changed.
that guitar people will be closer, unite for once.

but then.... it was broken when everyone rushed off when they were dismissed.

:x zz so much for my wishful hopes.
not bad leh, i slept at 1plus and auto woke up at 9.30am
9.15am -open my eyes; close my eyes again
9.20am -open my eyes; i aw an ant crawling on my pillow O.o?
(took tissue paper to squash it and spent 10 minutes wondering if i should get up and wondering why is there an ant on my pillow and WHERE DID IT COME FROM)


wow, yesterday was just crazy.

i met up with claire for breakfast (she was late)
we ate at macs.

then later we went to school together for guitar.
went to the tower hall to practise.
chased the cute little wushu boys away.
damn cuteee
well i kinda scolded, was rather irritated at some behaviour.
it was the LAST prac and they aren't listening.

i think some people got xia4 dao, but i don't think i was that scary.

nevermind.
it will probably be the last time im scolding, "scolding", should be nagging. zz.

ahh anyway.
After guitar prac, ahhhhh audrey felllllll.
we climbed over the railings (coz like for the "last" time) then there was a gap between the drain covers and she fell into it.
ouch, scraped quite a fair bit of her shins (or however you spell it) and was bleedinggggg

we helped to wipe and clean her wound.

then we went eighteen chefs to eat.

after that we went Pet Safari, the dogs there are damnnnnn cute please.
i heard the counter guy talking about Ahs, but i looked at him and he stopped talking.

after that audrey, yanyou, linjing left.
leaving liyng, zhitao, yannis and i, we went to Tampines to take the Ikea bus.
did alot ALOT of stupid things at Ikea.

yannis and i bought what we want :D

zhitao was the only one who took the Bedok Ikea bus.
The bus driver was damn violent, i couldn't even stand properly, according to liying i almost banged/flew onto a man with kids on his lap.

back to Tampines and waited for Joyce (liying's friend) to come before yannis and i spent a tiring time fighting with the monstrous crowd at Tampines mall.

took number 10 bus to yannis' house and we talked alot, basically, just guitar guitar guitar and more guitar.

even when we were in her room also talking about guitar.

AND WLAOOOOOOOOOO EVERYTIME IM ALONE WITH YANNIS SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN TO FREAK US OUT.
CHALET ALSO LIKE THAT.

HER HOUSE ALSO LIKE THAT. (oh ya her house quite chio haha i like)

1) some funny loud sound came from her balcony and i got a shock.
2) then yannis door never close properly, so there's a gap. then SUDDENLY HER SISTER POPPED HER HEAD THERE (her sister got long hair) wlao, i got a shock pleaseeee.

and both times was when i was talking halfway then i saw/heard

i finished my work!! hhaa yannis couldn't, she such a perfectionist in this kind of things la.
i write wrongly i just put OOPS there :X

you know what time i left yannis' house?
12.05am

her mum fetched me back home (luckily)

my mum is very nice these days, haah i hope it maintains this way, okay i better off the computer soon before my parents come back and i break this nice sweet feeling between us now.
:D

MAIN POINT:
SYF TOMORROW

REPORT TO SCHOOL AT 5AM.

Things to bring:
1) Court shoes
2) costume
3) plasters
4) foundation
5) lip brush
6) eye shadow brush
7) lip gloss
8) scrunchie
9) TUNER
10) facial wash/facial wipes
11) oil blotter
12) tissue paper
13) face towel
14) extra picks
15) your heart and soul

crap, i just remembered i NEED to get batteries for my tuner i think im going out now.
byebye!!!

crap, to think i wanted to study bio during the weekends.
SHITTTTTTT.

oh you know what, i caught a cold :x

Friday, April 24, 2009

i think im becoming more and more like khiu wenjie.
i like sitting at the back, especially when all my books now are on the shelf behind me :D

haha, me and my smart brain, now i don't need to bring all my books home at one shot!!!

if you guys can stop reminding me of what's going to happen 6 days later, i would have forgotten about it.

i wanna forget about it.

i kinda hate it when it's always on my mind.

yes, so stop reminding me.


*do you know how many times you have said sorry to me?
why can you bring yourself to say so many repeated sorries but yet just don't wanna listen?
I would rather you listen than me listen to your sorries.

please please please.

if you love us, give yourself a chance

i know what you're going through, but you really don't have to do this.
it's really selfish, acting nonchalent when the world around you isn't.
i know you're tired of hearing the same old things.
but still, please respect us
(wo bu shi zai ya ni)

:/ tomorrow is the last time.
9am to 12pm.

just tomorrow and monday.
and you can be whoever you want to.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

NEW CATERGORY: BREAKING UP IS HARD TO DO

When the pain has subsided to a distant twinge, allow yourself a few delicious tears.
When you still can smile you'll know you are over the worst.


Poem #13

Since that day
I have not moved the pieces
On the board.

Jorge Luis Borges



I'm in an aircon room, eating frozen yoghurt.

you really shouldn't have Shawn,
maybe that's the difference between the sexes.
one care too much and the other can't be bothered.

on a lighter note,
i got fed up with my stubby little short and fat fingers the other day while trying to bar chords.
so i did this.




:D
all hail ice cream sticks!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

:D

pictures!

Saturday out to celebrate jinni's birthday!



jinni and jasmine scandal!



jasmine and darren



we mass send this photo around during dinner.



wanted to all put darren's face as wallpaper, but before i step into house, i quickly take this shoe photo and put as wallpaper, in case my mum asks about it.



there goes my Astro boy
when they changed by ezlink card, they didn't say it will be gone.

i thought we will get our card back.



My sister made this for me, look like pizza right? damn nice!



sky yesterday i think.
after long hot days, finally its gonna rain!!


ACT CUTE. XD

I LOOK QUITE FAT HERE.

more pics with claire, byebye!
It's a new catergory alr, but I'm too lazy to type anything besides the poem.

Poem #12

Children

If children live with critism
they lern to condemn

If children live with hostility
they learn to fight

If children live with ridicule
they learn to be shy

If children live with tolerance
they learn to be patient

If children live with encouragement
they learn confidence

If children live with praise
they larn to appreciate

If children live with fairness
they lean justice

If children live with approval
they learn to like themselves

If children live with acceptance and friendship
they learn to find love in the world

Anonymous

I went out of my house at 7, in the taxi then i remembered i was supposed to go to school by seven to celebrate Audrey's birthday, oops I'm really really sorry.

Reached at 7.30am la.
The line of cars before me was sooooooooooooo long.

HCL was weird, the teachers were asking us to clean up the classroom.
Heard that the upper authority checked the class cleaniness one day and found out that the classrooms were REALLY dirty. and then they checked into the schedule, and found out that the lesson before they spotcheck cleaniness was chinese or something.

so the chinese teachers were scolded.
:x

Ms Chan is like addicted to calling my name.
I felt like puking the whole day
felt dizzy and kept drinking water and wanting to go to the toilet

evan helped me retie my hair.

took taxi with yannis and claire.
liying, celeste, audrey and yanyou shared another taxi.

Sec three and four guys ran together.
sec three girls up next and then sec four girls.

I GOT 53RD POSITION!
I think it's satisfying la, but i stopped like three times, i was quite (*^&%$%@!!! with myself.
but then hearing so many people calling my name nearing the ending point was quite cool.

melody and renee called me
then a bunch of guitar plus i think got other people people called me.
and i saw this two girls who pointed at me and mouthed "Charmaine"
and then at the end 4E guys were like Charmaine... i think, and i heard javier's "MUM!"

yeah. legs were really wobbly.

audrey and yannis they all started a cake fight with the remaining birthday cake of Audrey's, lucky i was smart enough to stay away.

was sitting at the pavillion with yunxuan and pea.
when this chinese guy and caucasian girl sat there and the guy talked to me.

the guy asked what's going on and stuff.
then he said the girl is his niece, and is from paris but she live in Shanghai.
So i asked if she can speak Chinese.
and she said no.
The man said that in shanghai people don't usually speak in chinese, they speak in Shanghainese.

(i heard of that, but how come when i went there in sec two they seem to be all speaking in chinese?)

anyway i asked like why are they here in singapore then, and the man explained that it's because her mum lives here. and i just ohhhh for all my answers.

and finally to end this awkward moment with these two kind and friendly strangers, I said the four golden words.

I got to go.
:D

and then they said bye, nice talking to you and i said yeah and walked off.

was camwhoring with celeste, yannis and claire while waiting for the bus.
the first time bus 31 came it was so packed.

celeste boarded a bus that will lead her to bedok.
yannis, claire and I didn't board, we waited for the next 31 bus and meanwhile, camwhored even more! :D

damn tired now.
gotta go study chem.


New Catergory: Gone Forever

I hesitated about including this poem as it is so savage in its grief, a howl of pain rather than a murmur of consolation. But in the first shock of private losss perhaps only a poem as powerful as this will do.

Poem #13

Dirge Without Music

I am not resigned to the shutting away of loving hearts in
the hard ground.

So it is, and so it will be, for so it has been, time out of
mind:

Into the darkness they go, the wise and the lovely. Crowned
With lilies and with laurel they go; but I am not resigned.

Lovers and thinkers, into the earth with you.
Be one with the dull, the indiscriminate dush.
A fragment of what you felt, of what you knew,
A formula, a phrase remains, --- but the best is lost.

The answers quick and keen, the honest look, the laughter,
the love, ---

They are gone. They are gone to feed the roses. Elegant and
curled

Is the blossom. Fragrant is the blossom, I know. But I do not
approve.

More precious was the light in your eyes than all the roses in the world.

Down, down, down into the darkness of the grace
Gently they go, the beautiful, the tneder, the kind;
Quietly they go, the intelligent, the witty, the brave.
I know. But I do not approve. And I am not resigned.

Edna. St. Vincent Millay

I really stink after the run, think i should get deoderant or something.
didn't watch red thread or catching spiders.

my irritating fringe is tickling my nose
my irritating sides are making my cheeks itch
my irritating hair is making me feel warmmmmmm

and there's any irritating mozzie bite on my right butt cheek..

Monday, April 20, 2009

START OF NEW CATERGORY: THE MIRROR MOMENT.

Summary:
These are the poems for the moment when you have to confront the gap between the way you ought to look and the stranger in the looking glass-an ordeal whose true horro comes through in the Sylvia Plath poem.
There are advantages to growing older, though, "The dog dead and the car sold," as Roger McGough points out.
But if you no longer feel that the best is yet to come, then read Tennyson's rallying cry to gray panthers everywhere, "To strive, to seek, to find and not to yield,"

Poem #10
Mirror

I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
Whatever I see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful---
The eye of a little god, four-cornered.
Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.
It is pink with speckles. I have looked at it so long
I think it is part of my heart. But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate us over and over.

Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me,
Searching my reaches for what she really is.
Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.
She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.
I am important to her. She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.
In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.

Sylvia Plath

Pe was damn fun hahaha, at first I shoot hoops.
then i joined jingying they alkl in playing basketball.
ming guan damn zai please. i better go lian4 my three pointers and get in everytime i shoot.
missed alot today, all close shots. only got in two leh, wlao, so much for being a "point guard"

i kept hitting jamus, step on his feet, whacked his head and slapped his hand.
haha, i almost sprained my feet, lucky didn't, if not there goes my syf!

Mrs chew went through oral today, and half of what she said was what i had said to her on saturday.

ms chan keeps asking me if i understand her, i think i should stop putting on a dumb blank face.

elit was cool because mrs lai dind't come and i like the new teacher, though i didn't do the work during lesson but im going to do it later :D

geog was fine. we managed to survive the two geog lessons.

guitar was okay lor.

spent a long time with liying.
the story's so long that i don't feel like elaborating.
MAYBE some other time.

P.S. whoever that took a picture of me playing my guitar and put it as my phone wallpaper, i seriously didn't know that was me until liying told me, i thought it was weixiang.

Poem #11

A Joy to Be Old

It's a joy to be old.
Kids going through school,
The dog dead and the car sold.

Worth their weight in gold,
Bus passes. Let asses rule.
It's a joy to be old.

The library when it's cold.
Immun from ridicule.
The dog dead and tehe car sold.

Time now to be bold.
Skinnydipping in the pool.
It's a joy to be old.

Death cannot be cajoled.
No rewinding the spool.
The dog dead and the car sold.

Get out and get arse'oled.
Have fun playing the fool.
It's a joy to be old.
The dog dead and the car sold.

Roger McGough

2.4 tomorrow.

oh my god i got a whole lot of food in front of me on the com table.
blueberry cheesecake/ strawberry yoghurt and some biscuit.
MUAHAHAHAH I VERY LONG NEVER BLOG DURING LESSON :D

DO YOU KNOW WHAT CORINNE IS DOING, CORINNE IS ACTING CUTE.
SHE ALWAYS ACT CUTE, FOREVER ACTING CUTE!

P.S. I HOPE SHE SEES THIS XD

THE NEW EZLINK CARD IS DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN UGLY.
WITH MY DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN UGLY FACE.
THEY SHOULD PUT THE PICTURE AS THE ONE ON MY BLOG :D

BETTER RIGHT?
TOTALLY CUTE, THAT ONE.
not like corinne, i don't need to act xD

Quote:
Other things being equal, a life filled with complex flow of activities
is more worth living than one spent consuming passive entertainment.

:D guitar later.

P.S. Qiong Xi and Micah are sleeping gods.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

my mum is watching that super long taiwanese drama, so i can't watch any other thing.

Poem #9

Last Poem

I have so fiercely dreamed of you
And walked so far and spoken of you so,
Loved a shade of you so hard
That now I've no more left of you.
I'm left to be a shade among the shades
A hundred times more shade than shade
To be shade cast time and time again into your
sun-transfigured life.

Robert Desnos,
Translated fromthe French by X. J. Kennedy

Was reading The Curious incident of the dog in the night time.
it's giving me quite a headache.

it kinda reminds me of.......
but ...... better now.

guitar again tomorrow.
i can just endure for 8 more days.

and it's a bye bye to that pink tiled room.
END OF CATERGORY: CALL WAITING

Poem #7

Siren Song

I phoned from time to time, to see it she's
changed the music on her answerphone.
"Tell me in two words," goes the recording,
"what you were going to tell in a thousand."

I peer into that thought, like peering out
to sea at night, hearing the sound of waves
breaking on rocks, knowing she is there.,
listening, waiting for me to speak.

Once in a while she'll pick up the phone
and her voice sings to me out of the past,.
The hair on the back of my neck stands up
as I catch her smell for a second.

-Hugo Williams

{This poem reminds me of when germaine's phone had weiwei's laughter and i frequently called.}

Had a great time yesterday :D
Oral was good i guess, but something UNEXPECTED happened before my oral @.@
but it's probably a blessing in disguise :D

anyway, didn't even sit down on stage for more than three seconds when Mrs Ganesan called out register number 1-14 to go down to the reading area.

haha, i was having a stomache and really had the urge to just call the councillor and say that i need to go to the toilet.
but i decided to just get donw with my oral and if i need to go then go.

I went to helen chew.
for the first time, i wasn't a slight bit of nervous when i did my oral :D

went back home after that to bathe and then ate at Sushi Tei at Tampines one with my folks.
yummy :D



















sorry, was supposed to eat with guitar, but coz i went home...

went back to school
and perspired all over again.
the weather nowadays is really really really sweltering hot!! :/

arranged chairs in towerhall and THEN, Parent Support Group CAME TO SAY THEY NEED TO USE THE HALL.
WLAO, so we only used it for 45mins...

went back to guitar room to prac for a few more rounds before we were let off.
oh, mrs koh separated us into different groups of skin colour tone.
im in number two!
weixiang was so sad that she isn't in number three. (means she's not tan enough!)

liying and audrey went to east coast park to run.
yannis went home
clara went home to take her books (but didn't join us in the end)
celeste wanted to join us but she gotta cut her hair first {in the end also never join us}
zhitao and claire went to macs first. weixiang and i roamed tampines one (again)

for about an hour before we joined claire and Zhitao at Macs.
haha weixiang was looking for a lot of Pooh stuff.

yunxuan and joseph came to macs to HAUNT me, so i left weixiang, zhitao and claire.
went to buy Jinni's present.
haha went to Topshop and I got stared at (scary)

played with the underwear there (i put the cute underwear on Joseph, should have totally taken a pic!)

played with the sunglasses too, but the staff said we can't take pictures there.

bought jinni's present (bangles that she like)
then i went to change my clothes, met up with the rest at mrt station.

THEN I SAW CLAIRE.
she so poor thing, was roaming around on her own.

Yunxuan and I waited for Liying to come before I left Claire and Liying.


We ate at Fish And Co!!
We = Jinni, Jasmine, Joseph, Kelyn, Javier, Qinhui, Yunxuan, Wenjie, Darren and me!

We had a really cosy spot, away from all the hustle and bustle of the restaurant

We waited for so long for our food, in the end the one that they say will take the longest to come came the fastest. (swordfish Collar)

Kelyn and I shared Swordfish Collar
Joseph ordered Swordfish collar by himself (didn't finish)
Darren and javier ordered Fish and Chips by themselves.
Qinhui shared with Wenjie fish and chips.
Yunxuan and Jasmine shared Seafood Platter for One.
Jinni ate Crawfish Spaghetti

later we took a whole hell lot of pictures, 100 over i think. (and made quite a lot of noise, attracted pretty much of unwanted stares, attention and grumbles)

{fish and co pics were sll sent to jinni}

I went home at 11pm.
after yunxuan and kelyn left.

on the way home was feeling rather cautious, because there were alot of "people" around.
haha okay.

Didn't get scolded or anything when I got home, but was really tired.

It has really been a long time since I slept for so long and woke up on my own accord.
I woke up at 1pm.


START OF CATERGORY: SEPARATED FROM THE ON YOU LOVE.

Summary:
Modern life is full of enforced separations -the unmissable career opportunity,
the right course at the wrong university.
But does anyone left behind believe in their hearts all the talk of the chance of a lifetime?
It is only too easy to confuse leaving with rejection.

Poem #8
Leaving and Leaving You

When I leave your postcode and your commuting station,
When I leave undone the things that we planned to do
You may feel you have been left by association
But there is leaving and there is leaving you.

When I leave your town and the club that you belong to,
When I leave without much warning or much regret
Remember, there's dong wrong and there's doing wrong to
You, which I'll never do and I haven't yet,

And when I have gone, remember that in weighing
Everything up, from love to a cheaper rent,
You were all the reasons I thought of staying

And you were none of the reasons why I went

And although I leave your sight and I leave your setting
And our separation is soon to be a fact,
Though you stand beside what I'm leaving and forgetting,
I'm not leaving you, not if motive makes an act.

-Sophie Hannah

{This poem reminds me of when Chowyen was leaving us}
{Now it reminds me that I'm leaving council, in two more days}

Friday, April 17, 2009

THIRD CATERGORY; CALL WAITING

Summary:
At either end of a love affair the telephone is an instrument of torture.
At the beginning each call is weighted with meaning, each telephonic skirmish plotted with military precision. At the end, the answering machine message is an instantly accessible reminder of what you have lost. But if you have a shred of pride left, remember to withhold your number so those hang-ups can't be traced.

The Pros and the Cons.

He'll be pleased if i phone to ask him how he is.
It will made me look considerate and he likes considerate
people.

He'll be reassured to see that I haven't lost interest,
which might make him happy and then I'll have done him a
favour.

If I phone him right now I'll get to speak to him sooner
than I will if I sit around waiting for him to phone me.

he might not want to phone me from work in case someone
hears him
and begins (or continues) to suspect there's something
between us

If I want to and don't, aren't I being a bit immature?
We're both adults. Does it matter, with adults, who makes
the first move?

But there's always the chance he'll back off if I come on too
strong
The less keen I appear, the more keen he's likely to be,

and I phoned him twice on Thursday and once on Friday.
he must therefore be fully aware that it's his turn, not mine.

If I make it too easy for him he'll assume I'm too easy,
while if I make no effort, that leaves him with more of a
challenge

I should demonstrate that I have a sense of proportion.
His work must come first for a while and I shouldn't mind
waiting

For all I know he could have gone off me already
and if I don't phone I can always say, later, that I went off
him first.

-Sophie Hannah

I kinda agree with this poem.
HAHA :D
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I ______ my stupid ____ test.

morning started off bad, real bad.
PA got scolded by Mr Hoo, because we didn't set up mike on time.
damn fierce please.

mel and nic take over not long then got this kind of thing already.
:x

I had bio extra lesson after school then still need to go for stupid sss.

Guitar.
NPCC have chambara or something so we can't use the tower hall, make us wear the costume for NOTHING.
i think all those that didn't bring must be feeling damn lucky.

MICHO CAME BACKKKK.
XINYI CAME BACKKKK WITH OREO AND SWEETS.

After guitar we took a long time to decide on WHERE TO EAT.
finally decided on Eighteen Chefs at Simei.
In the end there weren't any seats.
so we went to ... KFC.
Had quite a fair bit of fun there.
Saw scouts and stupid clara and claire made it sound like it was true.
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

we = yannis, claire, clara, liying, celeste, audrey, lin jing and me

yup, clara and celeste left first.
then claire left.

only the remaining of us roamed simei.
i wanted to buy scrunchie but that "Jean" shop don't have brown scrunchie.
so we left and roamed more.
SAW HAILONG i didnt know he take piano.


liying kept coming close to us so audrey started the I LICK AH thing.
and then all of us said that.
later i attempted to really lick liying and she got so freaked out.. -.-

played "hide and seek"
then went to the pet shop before we walk walk somemore and then left.
yannis was being a retard

anyway liying and i saw this lost boy, omg he was so frantic and panicky that he was crying and stomping around, running around and yelling at the top of his voice for his dad at the same time.

gosh, finally he found his father.
wow.

walked to the interchange and yannis was behind us......
talk talk and then liying's bus came so we all left.

last two poems of this catergory ESCAPE ROUTES

Poem #5
Mountain Talk

I was going along a dusty highroad
when the mountain
across the way
turned to me to its silence:

oh I said how come
I don't know you massive symmetry and rest:
nevertheless, said the mountain,
would you want
to be
lodged here with
a changless prospect, risen to an unalterable view:
so I went on
counting my numberless fingers.

A. R. Ammons

last poem:

Poem #6
To a Friend in Search of Rural Seclusion

When all else fails,
Try Wales

-Christopher Logue
i wanna end this catergory and start on one better :D

love poems are goooood

Thursday, April 16, 2009

DARREN!
T.T
We never did have an outing, we didn't keep our darn promise.

Handover in days
Invesiture in a while
End of council life?
reluctance.

no matter how much i complain inside, no matter how much i groan and grumble about how tired i was.

i still love council.
council is my life.
council is what i have been working for.
council was where i can sing out loud
council was where i can act like a ghost
council was where everyone was there

this coming monday we weill be stripped off our posts.
rightfully.
no more tie.
no more student council badge.
tomorrow, friday, im going to do my recess duty.

new catergory of poem for you all, because all of a sudden, im feeling rather emo.

ESCAPE ROUTES:
There are poems for those moments in the day when the only place to be is somewhere else, when you just want to get going.


Travel

The railroad track is miles away,
And the day is loud with voices speaking,
Yet there isn't a train goes by all day
But I head its whistle shrieking.

All night there isn't a train goes by,
Though the night is still for sleep and dreaming,
But I see its cinders red on the sky,
And hear its engine steaming.

My heart is warm with the friends I make,
And better friends I'll not be knowing;
Yet there isn't a train I wouldn't take,
No matter where it's going.

-Edna St. Vincent Millay
:D

i love that book of poems, its really good!
there's 101 in total, i don't think i can post all the poems in time before i return it to the library.
so i was thinking maybe i should post two an entry or every one of each catergory each time i post???? TELL ME WHICH ONE.


Poem #3
Days

What are days for?
Days are where we live.
They come, they wake us
Time and time over.

They are to be happy in:
Where can we live but days?

Ah, solving that question
Brings the priest and the doctor
In their long coats
Running over the fields.

-Philip Larkin

The new council president and vice president were announced to the school today :D
PRISCILLA TEH AND HENG YU PING!

and all the rest of the exco members were told to councillors after morning assembly.

SECRETARY: KUNMEI
RESOURCE MANAGER: ZHEN JU
WELFARE COMMHEAD: MARILYN
WELFARE VICE COMMHEAD: CLARICE
FUNCTIONS AND PUBLICITY COMMHEAD: AMELIA
FUNCTIONS AND PUBLICITY VICE COMMHEAD: SHIJIA
RECREATIONAL AND ENTERPRISE COMMHEAD: ZHIYUAN
RECREATIONAL AND ENTERPRISE VICE COMMHEAD: DANIELLE

cool right?

I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT PA HANDOVER ALREADY TOO! :D

PA HEAD: MELODY MADHAVAN
PA VICE HEAD: NICHOLAS LOOK
PA ADVISOR: RENEE SEET
PA PUNISH-ER: JEREMY MA

HAHA I SCARED YANNIS TODAY WHEN SHE WAS DOING HER SS TEST.
DAMN FUNNY.
GUITAR PLAYED BETTER TODAY.
VERMAINE AND VEIVEI CAME BACK! -WITH MARSHMALLOWS


SCHEDULE:
Friday 17th April : Extra bio lesson; Guitar
Saturday 18th April: Prelim English oral; Guitar
Monday 20th April: Geog extra lesson; Guitar
Tuesday 21st April: 2.4 cross country at east coast park after school.
Wednesday 22nd April: Council handover in avt; Guitar
Thursday 23rd April: Guitar
Friday 24th April:Extra Bio lesson; Guitar
Saturday 25th April: Guitar?
Sunday 26th April: Guitar
Monday 27th April: SYF
Tuesday 28th April: ENG/HCL PAPER ONE ; SYF RESULTS

CHOIR'S SYF TODAY, THEY GOT GOLD WITH HONOURS AGAINNNNNNNNN!

wlao.



END OF CATERGORY: GETTING OUT OF BED

Poem #4
{nameless poem}

It's like a book, I think, this bloomin' world,
Which you can read and care for just so long,
But presently you feel that you will die
Unless you get the page you're readin' done,
An' turn another-likely not so good;
But what you're after is to turn em' all.

from "Sestina of the Tramp-Royal,"
Rudyard Kipling

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

WHAT

Julian hee is damn hot srsly I don't think I swooned like that since char swept me off my courtshoed feet during the harmony concert with flowers from my friends last year.
{from liying's post}

ARE YOU SERIOUS?!

ACTUALLY YOU KINDA SOUND LIKE...... _______ ................ !!!!! @.@ o.o

HEH.

JULIAN HEE AND ELVIN NG ARE NOT HOTTTTTT.
@.@
POEM POEM POEM I SHALL START WITH A POEM

OKAY, THIS IS QUITE A LAME POEM, BUT STILL, :D

Poem #2
You Wake Up in the Morning

You wake up in the morning, and lo! your purse is magically filled with twenty-four hours of the magic tissue of the universe of your life. No one can take it from you. No one receives either more of less than you receive. Waste your infinitely precious commodity as much as you will, and the supply will never be withheld from you. Moreover, you cannot draw on the future. Impossible to get into debt. You can only waste the passing moment. You cannot waste tomorrow; it is kept for you.

-Arnold Bennett

Come to think of it, it DOESN'T even sound like a poem.


ALRIGHT. MY DAY WAS TERRIBLE TODAY, BUT SOMEHOW IM HAPPY! :D

Woke up PERSPIRING LIKE MADDDDDD.
and had the STUPID NEW ALARM CLOCK RINGING AROUND THE ROOM.
ITS REALLY MEANT FOR LAZY PEOPLE LIKE ME, YOU KNOW WHY?
BECAUSE IT DOESN'T STOP RINGING EVEN IF YOU PRESS IT DOWN.
WLAOOOOOOOO EH I SPENT LIKE FIVE MINUTES TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO SHUT THAT THING UP.
1) PRESSING IT DOWN AND RELEASE.
2) PRESSING AND HOLDING IT DOWN
3) PRESSING IT UP AND DOWN CONTINUOUSLY
4) SHAKING IT
5) GRABBING IT BY THE SIDES
6) PRESS A COUPLE OF TIMES
7) WAIT

I FINALLY FIGURED IT OUT WHEN I LOOK AT THE BACK OF THE CLOCK.
AND THEN I SAW THE OFF AND ON BUTTON FOR THE ALARM CLOCK, I QUICKLY SWITCH IT TO OFF AND THAT DARN ALARM CLOCK SHUT UP!

I GO TOILET TO WASH UP
THEN I REMEMBERED THAT MY CONTACT LENS NEED TO CHANGE (BI-WEEKLY)

IN SCHOOL, I SLEPT FOR FORTY FIVE MINUTES.
OR SHOULD I SAY I TRIED TO?
I WAS FEELING SUPER HOTTTT BUT THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN WIND BLEW, TREES THRASHED AND RAINDROPS FELLLLL IT WAS WAYYYY COOLING.
BUT I STILL COULDN'T SLEEP! AND I WAS ACTUALLY HAVING A STUPID HEADACHE.

HAD GEOG TEST AFTER SCHOOL.

HAD TO GO BACK TO CLASS AND COPY CORRECTIONS AND CONTENT PAGE.

GOT YELLED AT BY MRS KOH BECAUSE THE DAMN KEY WAS WITH ME BUT BUT BUT TIME TOTALLY FLEWWWW I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT WAS 3.20 ALR.
WLAO.

PUT CHAIRS EVERYTHING, GUITAR CAME DOWN.

THEN WHEN I WAS LOCKING UP THE DOOR, I LOCKED MY STAND INSIDE.
WLAOOO.

I WAS WALKING AT THE CORRIDOR WHEN MR LEE JIE HAN CAUGHT ME FOR AN UNTUCKED SHIRT ZZZZZ.

MY CHEM BOOK COVER PAGE TORE FURTHER

NAOMI AND I WAITED FOR THE REST OF THEM WHICH ENDED UP WE DIDN'T GO BACK HOME WITH THEM BECAUSE THEY ATE ICE CREAM.


****** BEFORE WE LEFT TOWERHALL TODAY.
CHEN ZEHOU, ZHOU LAO SHI, AND THE TWO PA GUYS WERE CHANGED INTO THEIR SPORTS ATTIRE AND THEY ACTUALLY ARE GOING TO PLAY BADMINTON IN THE TOWERHALL! HAHA I THINK THEY ARE DAMN COOL.

TWO CHINA CHINESE TEACHERS PLAYING WITH TWO PA GUYS :DD
SO CUTE.

I DIDN'T KNOW THEY DO THAT, OR RATHER, I DIDN'T KNOW THEY WERE ALLOWED TO DO THAT!

:D
GUITAR TOMORROW
GUITAR ON FRIDAY
GUITAR ON SATURDAY EVEN
AND GUITAR THE WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK INCLUDING SUNDAYS.
WHOOOOOOOHOOOOO

IT'S GOING TO BE OVER SOON.
AND CCA DAYS WILL BE DORMANT.

COUNCIL HANDOVER THIS FRIDAY 17TH APRIL.
COUNCIL DAYS WILL BE DORMANT AS WELL.

STUDY WILL MY FIRST PRIORITY THEN

SIGH. time flies.

Monday, April 13, 2009

i borrowed two books yesterday.
one a poem book and one the curious dog incident something.

i shall post a poem everytime i write an entry :D

This week's shall be;

Getting out of bed

Summary: Getting out of bed can be the worse part of the whole day.
There are mornings when the slightly stale embrace of the duvet seems irresistable -it's not just a reaction to modern life.

Curiosity is the very best reason to get out of bed.

Poem #1
Song on Being Too Lazy to Get Up

Half remembering, yet not remembering, just waked up
from a dream;
almost sad, but not sad, a time when I'm feeling lazy,
hug the covers, lie on my side, not wanting to get up yet-
beyond the blinds, falling petals fly by in tangled flurries.

Shao Yung,
translated by Burton Watson


i have a sudden inspiration.

naggy parents getting on my nerves
one day my eardrums will just burst
and parents will run out of thirst
but it won't be the end of our love

cool right? i thought of it in ten seconds.
OF COURSE EVERYONE LIKES ME.
HAHA I THINK THE TAGS ARE HILARIOUS.


13 Apr 09, 20:39
shawn: HU IMPERSONATED MI

13 Apr 09, 20:39
shawn: i am sleepin 1 in the morning

13 Apr 09, 20:39
shawn: lols everyone loves char! and when did i tag tt omg

11 Apr 09, 09:13
clara: HELLO, DID YOU SEE A SHOP CALLED MULANA IN TAMPINES ONE? hahaha, i found it quite amusing. hahha

11 Apr 09, 06:58
LIYINGGGGGGG: WHAT ME LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D:<

11 Apr 09, 01:17
shawn: hi charrrrrrr. I love you. Muackzzzz

11 Apr 09, 01:16
CLAIRE: wlao shawn, you sicko! dont snatch char from me!!! -_-

10 Apr 09, 10:25
liying: HAHAHA YOU UNFAITHFUL AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNN ):

10 Apr 09, 00:43
Jinni: haha wo bu nan guo~

8 Apr 09, 22:41
Linjing: the bday song was cool 8D

8 Apr 09, 22:41
Linjing: AIRRRRCOOOON!!!!!!!! +jumps around

8 Apr 09, 22:20
shawn: hi char, i love u!! and i haven decipher the thing D: (L)


i just read the EXCO review that i received from yujun.
it's really MEMORABLE.
haha and it sets me deep into thoughts tooooooooo :D
i still love council all the same.

if only we still have camps.........

Saturday, April 11, 2009

i studied in the morning, went out just now with yunxuan, qinhui, joseph and vinson at 5.20pm, just came home at 12am.

met at tampines mrt station
kinda roamed tampines one
took bus to ehub
ate fish and co. express
saw a junior councillor
my phone got kidnapped
watched a movie, Fast and Furious 4
bought Cup Walker
slacked at the park
Talked at the bus stop
separated ways.

going to sleep now. byebye.

Thursday, April 09, 2009

TAMPINES ONE OPENED TODAY!!!!!
TAMPINES ONE = STAMPEDE

i took a couple of pictures.
but im sooooo lazy to transfer into my com and upload it.

anyway, liying, linjing, yannis and i took a picture outside tampines one.
thanks qinhui who was there with javier, joseph, vinson etc and HE HAD TO TAKE IT FOR US.
haha lol, they open numbers.

waited for my dad wayyy long before i can eat dinner.
but before that i was eating small fries at macs.

wentto tampines one to eat.
erm, the restaurant was called manpuku
I ADVISE YOU NOT TO GO THERE.
i mean, if you really wanna try then probably no harm.
not like the food is horrible, but... not worth it BECAUSE
THE FOOD IS EXPENSIVE
THERE AREN'T MANY VARIETIES OF FOOD
AND THE FOOD CAN BE LIKE FOUND OUTSIDE KIND.

get it?

ahh nvm.

shopped around, i saw ben, jasper, fiona and graci.
and the guitar senior huimin. haha wow she still recognises me. haha
despite my tied up hair and contact lenses, not bad not bad.

finally went home, five minutes before they close.

*yawns*
should i go out tomorrow with friends?
council or guitar?
or should i stay home and study?
or should i go out with my family?

shall think about it.

SHAWNY SHAWN, I LOVE YOU TOO! :D

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

LIYING!
IM HERE! :D
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY PEARLYNA!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY NAOMI!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY KHIU WENJIE!
HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JIAYU!

THEY ARE ALLLLLL SIXTEEN! XD

I have been in a very good mood this week :D :D

especially when Mrs Liang and Mrs Chew didn't come today.
BUTTTTT I GOT CALLED BY MS CHAN FIVE TIMES TODAY
AND I MISSED MY STUPID GEOG RETEST BECAUSE I COULDN'T FIND MRS TAN/MDM THAM LAI YIN @.@


MR KEVIN TAN CAME BACK, CUIFEN JIE AND HIS WIFE SANG WITH HIM
HE WAS PRETTY WEIRD, BUT ALL THE SAME, BEST EFFORTS IN TRYING TO MAKE THE SCHOOL HIGH.
WHICH KINDA, KINDA SUCCEEDED IN THE END
THE *RAISE YOUR HANDS *HEY! HEY! PART.

PRESIDENT ELECTION TODAY
I VOTED FOR...... *DRUMROLLS*
SCP A
SCP B
SCP C
SCP D
HAHAHAHAH
I VOTED ALOT YOU KNOW!
I VOTED A HUNDRED TIMES FOR KYLER
SCP KYLER :D

PRAC WAS WAY COOL TODAY
IT WAS WAY COOOOOOOOOOL!

OMG I REALLY DIDN'T BELEIVE IT!
HAHA THEY FIXED THE AIRCONNNNNNNNNNNN!
ONE OF IT.
BUT IT'S WAY COOOOOOOL.
AND STILL, IM SORRY FIRST GUTIAR , BUT SECOND GUITAR ALWAYS HAVE THE BETTER LUCK.

HAHA WHEN THE AIRCON HAVEN'T SPOILT YET, WE SECOND GUITARIANS ALWAYS COMPLAIN THAT WE WERE TOO COLD BECAUSE THE AIRCON WAS VERY STRONG.
AND THE FIRST GUITARIANS ARE ALWAYS COMPLAINING BECAUSE IT'S VERY WARM AT THEIR SIDE.

THEN WHEN THE AIRCON BROKE DOWN, THE FANS AT THE SECOND GUITARIANS SIDE WERE ALWAYS STRONGER THAN THE FIRST GUITARIANS SIDE.

OOOOOOOOOOPS :x

THIS IS FENGSHUI PROBLEM :D

ANYWAY, I MANAGED TO COAX MR SHI INTO STURMMING NAOMI A BIRTHDAY SONG!
HAHA HE STRUMMED AND WE ALL SANG.

SAY IM COOL.

HAD A FUN TIME TODAY :D:D:D:D:D:D

I HOPE WAVID IS EATING/HAS EATEN HIS/HER/ITS FOOD NOW :D

WHAT WHAT WHAT???????????

WHAT IS THAT THAT I HEAR?

TAMPINES WHAT?

:D TAMPINES ONE IS OPEN TOMORROWWWWWWWWWWWW.
im not so dumb to go there now

it's going to be crowded and smelly from all the fresh paint, fresh cement and whatever :D

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

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Monday, April 06, 2009

DON'T WORRY GUYS FOR GOODNESS SAKE

i said i will be fine.
when i say i will be,
i will be.

anyway, i didn't go to school today, don't ask me why.
many of you did already, but nevermind.

haha skipping a day results in me having to sit for THREE tests tomorrow.
thankssssss :D ahahhahahaha.

I have a new OBJECT to motivate me.
(i will upload the picture soon ahaha)

heard guitar prac was rather effective today, im glad to hear that :D

i was thinking of guitar the whole day.

haha alright im off.
*yawns*
maybe i shall go watch a harry potter movie now...... :D

OHHHH wait a min, i haven't studied my emath.
:x shit

Friday, April 03, 2009

i regret, i regret everything that i have done.
i regret giving up when i heard i had to be good in my myes before i can get out of sss.

it turned out that this CA1 plays a part too.
im still in sss.
sadly.


i didn't want to blog, i wanted to just wait till my Os or myes were over before i blog.
i can do that i know i can.

but i just feel so.... bad and so lonely and so unwilling to show the other face i have been hiding away from everyone.

there's a few reasons why i hadn't been blogging.
first one's im busy
second's im really tired.
third's i fell out with my family.

yes i did.
i so did.
but i willingly did.
they don't understand me.
time and time again
my heart's broken and i can't really fix it.

am i keeping too many things inside that im breaking down so easily?
thoughts of crying jumped into my mind at the slightest things.
they don't understand me
they don't udnerstand me

during english, chew made us do this drawing thing, a day after she explained to us the meaning behind what we drew.

the meaning behind a few particular pictures lingers on in my mind
1. i feel that im not appreciated
2. i don't have true friends

like a resounding impact left in my brain, bouncing off the walls.

so tired of talking all those shit when im not doing a single thing .
smile, move yourself.

i don't even know how to move myself.
i don't even sustain my smile more than a minute and what am i telling the rest.

i haven't been talking to anyone in my family for this whole week.
yes that's how long it had been
i don't feel a thing anymore

as long as i have myself.
im fine.

what i have said before
what i have said today
i hope i don't have to say it again
and i won't say it again
never again.
you all should know better